I wish love were magic
So that I could single-handedly slay the seven-headed dragon of your pain
Place its seven ugly heads of war, poverty, abuse, humiliation, shattered dreams, solitude and exile on stick and dance around them
And then bathe in its blood
And break the seven curses and give you back your childhood, your roots, your strength, your trust, your hope, your ambition and the fire in your eyes
I wish love were magic so that I could find the glass slippers to your bare, cold feet and watch you walk proudly beside me
I wish I had the gift of time, so I could give you all the hours, days, weeks, years with the people you miss and the
What is the analytical
code for this invoice and don't forget to
bring me all those files
we have to look everything
over
and what is this air ticket for
it's for an expert we flew half across
the globe in business class so that he can give
an enlightened speech on how people are poor
in Africa Asia Latin America
and there are many wars going on
and the Middle East won't see the end of it soon,
God don't I feel lucky doing this job
and that was fucking useful too,
we know most people are poor, that's why
we don't want them in Europe, 18.000 dead
at our frontiers in 20 years and
those are just the ones that we found,
developm
- Uite-te la tine acum, străluceşti!!!!, exclamă Nada după ce termină de întins crema hidratantă pe faţa unei femei.
Prin aerul stătut, irespirabil, din colţul celălalt al încăperii minuscule, cu pereţii goi zugrăviţi în lehamite, pe care administraţia centrului federal a avut amabilitatea să o aloce pentru desfăşurarea activităţilor pentru femei, Annie se entuziasmează şi ea zgomotos, dezvelindu-şi dinţii albi, perfecţi, de negresă puternică şi îşi acompaniază entuziasmul b
I spent five years admiring the façade
I always tried to walk by when I was down
It made me smile and forget and I tried to help put a new coat of paint on when the old one was fading out under the memories and the dust
I spent five years imagining the long winding corridors of doubt, the big luminous rooms of imagination and the dusty velvet curtains with all the phantoms hiding underneath
The fireplace in winter in the wait of Christmas with childish impatience
And the back yard in summer with the cherry tree heavy with fruit and dreams
Last night, while I was standing outside your door like a stray cat, you opened and you
My past is made of photos when I had wild hair and Motorhead t-shirts
Yours is full of broken glass and blood red fear
I grew up in a sunny back yard in perpetually warm springs
You come from nearby the desert where the nights burn and the dawn doesn't bring peace
I have a library in my heart, I'm enraged, scared and I need answers
You have the beautiful eyes of a stray cat and you've learned there are no answers
I have a ring on my finger that doesn't speak your language
You have thoughts behind your eyes that you'll never express in mine
We met half-way between home and nowhere, where dictionaries are useless
What bridges can we bu
Bénévoles du dimanche au pays de (toutes les) « merveilles »
Nous sommes tous assis autour du feu. Les gars chantent en arabe. Kiki me dit que c'est comme des contes pour enfant et elle a raison, étalée sur le canapé de récup, blottie contre l'épaule d'Aline, avec la chaleur du feu et ces visages souriants, amicaux tout autour, j'ai envie de me laisser emporter tout doucement comme quand, plus de 20 ans auparavant, mon père me lisait des histoires. Il fait noir, seulement le feu et, par la porte du hangar, la pleine lune nous éclairent d'une lumière incertaine et paisible. Le froid
Ive just finished a work camp in the Red Cross Center for Asylum Seekers of Nonceveux. The two weeks spent there were so intense that I have great difficulties setting my experience on paper I have the impression of not doing justice to my own feelings.
When I got on the train that would take me to Nonceveux, I was convinced that, since I was well informed, nothing could surprise or shock me. And I was well informed, in theory I knew the drill: the laws, the statistics, the inherent shallowness and absurdity of a system that attempts to measure, weight and count human experience to see if it fits in the Procrustean bed of our lit
O mica slabiciune ridicola by AndreeaDoria, literature
Literature
O mica slabiciune ridicola
Cerul nopţii e schimbător deasupra acestui oraş unde toate chipurile îmi sunt străine şi unde oamenii te privesc mereu în ochi. Stelele sclipesc în depărtare la fel ca amintirile mele despre tine, despre noi, amintirile atâtor alte nopţi petrecute împreună sub cerurile mai prietenoase de acasă, nopţi senine în care dormeai liniştit lăsându-ţi parfumul proaspăt în aşternuturile mele sau nopţi înnorate în care ne adăposteam să bem ceva cald şi să uităm de ameninţarea ploii în fumul
You'd never ask what I love about you and I'd never tell because silence is a thing that we do
You refuse to take things seriously, you let chance govern, you drive me insane and you cure me of the blues
I'm made of words and I think literature saves, you think that's romantic but pitiful and that some things are better left unsaid
But when the metaphors dry up and there's nothing left to save, I wish you'd learn to listen to my silence
Just as much as I wish I'd learn to read into your cascade of meaningless words that flow to cover up your tragedy, my tragedy, the void of the whole world
And maybe then I wouldn't feel like I'm just a w
În sufragerie, la televizor. Ea stătea întinsă pe canapea. O durea spatele, ca mai mereu. El stătea pe fotoliu. Încruntat, ca mai mereu. Se gândea la orele de la liceu, la cum o să predea Cel mai iubit dintre pământeni, la viitoarea lansare de carte. Ca un elev vinovat, se întreba cum o să-i explice de data asta. Şi dacă ea îl va ierta încă o dată. Nici ea nu urmărea emisiunea. Dar măcar aveau un pretext să nu-şi vorbească, ceva care să-i împiedice să-şi pună întrebări incomode:
I wish love were magic
So that I could single-handedly slay the seven-headed dragon of your pain
Place its seven ugly heads of war, poverty, abuse, humiliation, shattered dreams, solitude and exile on stick and dance around them
And then bathe in its blood
And break the seven curses and give you back your childhood, your roots, your strength, your trust, your hope, your ambition and the fire in your eyes
I wish love were magic so that I could find the glass slippers to your bare, cold feet and watch you walk proudly beside me
I wish I had the gift of time, so I could give you all the hours, days, weeks, years with the people you miss and the
What is the analytical
code for this invoice and don't forget to
bring me all those files
we have to look everything
over
and what is this air ticket for
it's for an expert we flew half across
the globe in business class so that he can give
an enlightened speech on how people are poor
in Africa Asia Latin America
and there are many wars going on
and the Middle East won't see the end of it soon,
God don't I feel lucky doing this job
and that was fucking useful too,
we know most people are poor, that's why
we don't want them in Europe, 18.000 dead
at our frontiers in 20 years and
those are just the ones that we found,
developm
- Uite-te la tine acum, străluceşti!!!!, exclamă Nada după ce termină de întins crema hidratantă pe faţa unei femei.
Prin aerul stătut, irespirabil, din colţul celălalt al încăperii minuscule, cu pereţii goi zugrăviţi în lehamite, pe care administraţia centrului federal a avut amabilitatea să o aloce pentru desfăşurarea activităţilor pentru femei, Annie se entuziasmează şi ea zgomotos, dezvelindu-şi dinţii albi, perfecţi, de negresă puternică şi îşi acompaniază entuziasmul b
I spent five years admiring the façade
I always tried to walk by when I was down
It made me smile and forget and I tried to help put a new coat of paint on when the old one was fading out under the memories and the dust
I spent five years imagining the long winding corridors of doubt, the big luminous rooms of imagination and the dusty velvet curtains with all the phantoms hiding underneath
The fireplace in winter in the wait of Christmas with childish impatience
And the back yard in summer with the cherry tree heavy with fruit and dreams
Last night, while I was standing outside your door like a stray cat, you opened and you
My past is made of photos when I had wild hair and Motorhead t-shirts
Yours is full of broken glass and blood red fear
I grew up in a sunny back yard in perpetually warm springs
You come from nearby the desert where the nights burn and the dawn doesn't bring peace
I have a library in my heart, I'm enraged, scared and I need answers
You have the beautiful eyes of a stray cat and you've learned there are no answers
I have a ring on my finger that doesn't speak your language
You have thoughts behind your eyes that you'll never express in mine
We met half-way between home and nowhere, where dictionaries are useless
What bridges can we bu
Bénévoles du dimanche au pays de (toutes les) « merveilles »
Nous sommes tous assis autour du feu. Les gars chantent en arabe. Kiki me dit que c'est comme des contes pour enfant et elle a raison, étalée sur le canapé de récup, blottie contre l'épaule d'Aline, avec la chaleur du feu et ces visages souriants, amicaux tout autour, j'ai envie de me laisser emporter tout doucement comme quand, plus de 20 ans auparavant, mon père me lisait des histoires. Il fait noir, seulement le feu et, par la porte du hangar, la pleine lune nous éclairent d'une lumière incertaine et paisible. Le froid
Ive just finished a work camp in the Red Cross Center for Asylum Seekers of Nonceveux. The two weeks spent there were so intense that I have great difficulties setting my experience on paper I have the impression of not doing justice to my own feelings.
When I got on the train that would take me to Nonceveux, I was convinced that, since I was well informed, nothing could surprise or shock me. And I was well informed, in theory I knew the drill: the laws, the statistics, the inherent shallowness and absurdity of a system that attempts to measure, weight and count human experience to see if it fits in the Procrustean bed of our lit
O mica slabiciune ridicola by AndreeaDoria, literature
Literature
O mica slabiciune ridicola
Cerul nopţii e schimbător deasupra acestui oraş unde toate chipurile îmi sunt străine şi unde oamenii te privesc mereu în ochi. Stelele sclipesc în depărtare la fel ca amintirile mele despre tine, despre noi, amintirile atâtor alte nopţi petrecute împreună sub cerurile mai prietenoase de acasă, nopţi senine în care dormeai liniştit lăsându-ţi parfumul proaspăt în aşternuturile mele sau nopţi înnorate în care ne adăposteam să bem ceva cald şi să uităm de ameninţarea ploii în fumul
I feel like I’m sitting on the edge of time again, stunned by the swiftness with which tomorrow becomes yesterday, wondering how the fuck I grew up so fast from green-eyed hopes of changing the world, to black and blue dreams of running away, to red and black verbal violence, to the violet balance of the realization that I’m walking the thin line where the past meets the future
I see myself through memories frozen in eyes of recognition, I see myself small, ecstatic and loud, later angry and misguided, the years of despair and discontent, I see myself a woman learning to live with myself, alone, estranged, so many frames, so many
"This is the most amazing experience of my life and of all the sweet chaos that is reinventing me I can't find the tinniest language-like thing to express...", you wrote to me the first day after we found ourselves and your words made blood rush to my head
Your love is white with a touch of green and it tastes like berries
You smell like lazy afternoons in bed, post-modern literature, spring wind and nostalgia
You dream in black and white, dress in the colors of the earth and breathe sunshine
We put our truth across in loud bars with dark beers and cigarettes, we talk each other dry until our yesterdays stop hurting...for a while
Our ang
The Western traveller. by PassionsInsanity, literature
Literature
The Western traveller.
there are things
the human mind
can't describe
and i tried to tell you
about silence
and homesickness.
---
people don't care
what the curse of words
can do to a soul
that is wreckless and
wrinkled.
oh dear.
yes, indeed
a wrinkled soul.
pretend not to understand
and push i into the corner
of 'property return
in case of malfunction'.
we're a castle
we're a fortress
you can't shut us down
you won't shut me down.
---
and every morning
the sun kisses your battered lips
with their cracks and butter-sense
(salty) fault lines
that shiver
at the touch of air.
this is not a love song, dear
this is mortality.
and punishme
you lay still and
contemplating
watching cardboard boxes
turn into paper birds
and sinking boats.
slowly
fall down and
you think
you're alive.
there are postcards
missing
in this
story
and his kisses
tickle your back.
those days are
losing their reminiscence
of quiet summer
days
and careful
winter strokes.
billowing underneath the
weight of
thoughts and
barefoot memories
there you lay with
ginger hair and
freckles
dashed over your
clavicles.
hold on to
your words of poetry.
you wondered what
would
happen
if you threw your
life
on the floor
as you think
you're alive.
careful,
restlessly breath
July first. 2010.
she's gathering bits and unsorted pieces of her life, trying aimlessly and effortlessly to tape it all back together. she had hoped that someone could have told her to halt her futile attempts. where were you?
July first. 2007.
it was the first time she saw you. the first time she had been blessed with lying her eyes on your delicate face, your scent a memory of autumn and peaches. she commits to you instantly in a heartbeat, and knows that you're the spinal cord. she will never let go.
and so forth, she reclaims distinctive territory from behind black eyelashes and stolen photographs. she hides behind ignorance,
Back from a three week stay home, in Romania...it was the longest time spent home in all the years I've been away and it was beautiful, and difficult and strange...mixed feelings, some bitter sweet epiphanies, French windows opened upon who I used to be...regaining my every day habits and responsibilities now, and that also feels weird...
Bref, wrote a little something on the way back, so enjoy!
It's been too long since my last post on DevArt...today I'm back with a temoignage born out of one of the many experiences that have made me a little older, a little wiser and a little sadder these past three years. It's also my first piece in French and it's quite long, so thanks to those of you who will have the time and the courage to read through.
So I'm back and I plan to stay, hope to see all of you around and keep up the good work (because I may not have been writing anything for three years, but I surely have been watching and I liked what I saw). :)
A bientôt!